I should probably preface this entry with a warning that after fiddling with my thoughts about the neighborhood project I decided to keep it honest, despite the fact that it might not be the most PC language in the world.
Well okay.
Somewhere between the move-in in August and beating up roaches did it finally hit me. What the crap am I DOING here? I’m only 5.89 miles physically out of my comfort zone, but in this little yellow house, I feel as comfortable as a fat kid in a middle school locker room. I am not accustomed to waking up at 3 in the morning to Presta freaking out in the front yard because men were drunk, smashing beer bottles in the driveway. Nor am I particularly fond of a neighbor knocking on my door at all hours asking for money to buy “diapers” or “cat food”. Especially when he is holding something alike a small machete in his hands and looking particularly surly. It gives a whole new meaning to “love thy neighbor”. Not to mention riding home one night to find six cop cars and a helicopter shining a searchlight down your street. Well, it’s all part of the neighborhood.
I’ll admit it. I’m scared silly half the time and angry enough to break someone’s face the other half of the time. Being alone in a house with a dog freaking out in the wee hours of the morning makes me think the boogie man is going to crash through my window at any moment.
At the same time, during my walks up and down the street I’ve had a chance to interact with some of our neighbors in a more positive light. There’s Lupe and little Matt, who goes to Govalle Elementary, who also plan on coming to the Halloween Party we are throwing tomorrow evening, as well as, Rufus who has kindly offered to mow the lawn and has kept watch over the neighborhood. There’s another family right on the corner of Springdale whose dog loves to play with Presta and has kept her in their yard on one occasion when she escaped. Presta has made several friends in the time she has come here, particularly a dark brown pit mix named Baby. Baby comes over often to romp in the yard with Presta and it is amusing to watch them play. We also have been getting involved in some of the neighbors on Gid’s street. This past weekend, in hopes to help with the strain of feeding several mouths, Vox donated a HEB gift card to his neighbor Zoe who recently lost her father. Previous to this, I managed to brush off my baking skills and whip up some of Hannah’s chocolate chip pumpkin bread for her. Unfortunately she was not home when Evan and I tried to deliver the baked goods. I hope as time passes I get to know my neighbors better and I think the Halloween party will be a catalyst in building these relationships.
We're here. Now What.
It seems like we’ve lost the steam we had coming into this Neighborhood and we’re going a million miles an hour in a million directions. As fall approaches, I can feel the chaos of the move start to settle down. We had a lot of grand ideas coming into this place and now I realize more than ever the amount of time it is going to take to build the dreams we envisioned in my little kitchen on South Congress in what feels like a million years ago. Time… and a crap load of work.
Since we have been trying to get involved with the schools around here I am finally getting a taste of what it is like being on the “outside” of the public education system that is AISD and trying to come in to “help”. It’s a wonder the volunteers stick around after being given the run around before actually being involved with the students. Sometimes I wonder about all the hoops and red tape organized organizations (ha) must have. It made me feel a bit more proud of the little after school tutoring sessions I had at Mendez with the support of so many Vox people. There was a need, there was help and there was not very much paperwork/hassle between getting the tutors to the students.
A few weeks ago, Kev, Karen, and I went to Ortega to visit the campus and speak with the counselor about mentoring possibilities. I was particularly interested in the Seedling Project where mentors had the opportunity to interact with students who had incarcerated parents. But because the program was outside of Ortega, there was a lengthier process in before reaching actual students. Not much later Kev and Steven had the opportunity to return to Ortega and are currently setting up a computer lab in a spare room in the school. I wish I had known about their visit that time because I would have been able to attend, but I suppose we are still working out communication kinks. Nonetheless I am excited about the prospect of having a physical location within Ortega to reach out to the students.
During my visit at Ortega, I was particularly impressed with the campus and the focus of the school. It even made me miss my classroom a bit and I cannot wait until I meet my mentee. Hopefully I will be able to reach him/her better than I did with 30 students per class, 5 classes a day.
Spiderman Moonwalk
Tomorrow is the big Halloween Party for the neighborhood and I look forward to updating with the events of the evening. With Spiderman Moonwalk, cookie decorating, BBQ, candy, and face paint I suspect pictures will abound.
Until then, I hope that the weekly Tuesday lunches and Thursday night meetings with the boys house continue to grow our community and inspire us to reach out to those around us. I hope we push each other and grow together as we continue on this journey that started with a book and conversation over food.
+Marsha
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